It's just i don't understand at all. Yes, i'm lonely, i'm just a lonewolf. I NEVER had any girlfriend for 21 years already. Such record of time that i keep my heart as hard as a brick that long.
I just wish i could have someone to rely and trust on. I don't demand a must of a girl, male is ok, i just need more friends. Maybe this is additional but i wish he/she was an Otaku also who love Japan stuffs and products.
I dunno how to relieve my loneliness and stress. Maybe a simple roar is not enough. So, i guess i should just be honest to my ownself. I just need friends
I feel like wanna cry when i remember that i ruined my friendship with one of my best friend in internet after about some months we spent together. That was due to thing called Love. What a pain
Please.... i don't want to see, feel, or hear anymore words or news about Broken Heart stuff. My heart has already broken once for forcing myself to ruin someone's love in order to protect friendship with harsh way since i had no other choice.
Let's just be friends and get along. That should be enough
27 October 2009
12 October 2009
Love breaks friendship??
It's not fair!!! NOT at all!!
I just remembered something which happened 2 years ago to one of my best friend.
Well, yea, he got confessed by a girl in the campus, and he accepted it. Till now, he is still with that girl
But there was bad times happened back then.
And what is that? Me and 2 other of my best friends, ever thought that he wanted to trade our friendship with love just because he already got one.
He didn't attend our usual meeting after lecture, he often didn't attend lunch time together, he often gone by himself leaving us 3 behind, he sticks with his girlfriend during study, lecture, etc.
We were somewhat irritated with him for some weeks. Why? Because he himself didn't even made a contact with us 3 as about why and the details he went first, not stick together.
One more worse thing, there was one guy within us 3 who were having his b-day. All of his best friends were invited include that guy. But what? He rejected the invitation, so yea, this best friend of mine, held the party with that guy missing. After it was over, we all met again in the campus. But here is one thing, he didn't wanna attend his b-day's party, but WHY HE WOULD ATTEND HIS GF'S SISTER'S PARTY AND EVEN STAYED AT HER HOME FOR ONE NIGHT?
That's just RIDICULOUS!! Yes, as the repayment, we neglected him for 2 weeks or so. After about 2 weeks past, he was called to my boarding place to held a meeting. Luckily, he attended that, and we 3 forced him to pull anything that he wanted to say. That's the bad times.
I was kinda depressed when i remember that
It's just not fair, that all friendship got broken just because of a simple thing called love. I just wish we could adjust more thus could keep friendship along with maintaining the lovely times.
I myself ever felt that, and yes, it's hard to do both. But what gives. For my experience, i had to break myself up with a girl who loved me, it's just for one, FRIENDSHIP!!! I felt that the lovely times were somewhat being dark juice to me, so i decided to just throw it up, and back to friendship with my friends.
I just remembered something which happened 2 years ago to one of my best friend.
Well, yea, he got confessed by a girl in the campus, and he accepted it. Till now, he is still with that girl
But there was bad times happened back then.
And what is that? Me and 2 other of my best friends, ever thought that he wanted to trade our friendship with love just because he already got one.
He didn't attend our usual meeting after lecture, he often didn't attend lunch time together, he often gone by himself leaving us 3 behind, he sticks with his girlfriend during study, lecture, etc.
We were somewhat irritated with him for some weeks. Why? Because he himself didn't even made a contact with us 3 as about why and the details he went first, not stick together.
One more worse thing, there was one guy within us 3 who were having his b-day. All of his best friends were invited include that guy. But what? He rejected the invitation, so yea, this best friend of mine, held the party with that guy missing. After it was over, we all met again in the campus. But here is one thing, he didn't wanna attend his b-day's party, but WHY HE WOULD ATTEND HIS GF'S SISTER'S PARTY AND EVEN STAYED AT HER HOME FOR ONE NIGHT?
That's just RIDICULOUS!! Yes, as the repayment, we neglected him for 2 weeks or so. After about 2 weeks past, he was called to my boarding place to held a meeting. Luckily, he attended that, and we 3 forced him to pull anything that he wanted to say. That's the bad times.
I was kinda depressed when i remember that
It's just not fair, that all friendship got broken just because of a simple thing called love. I just wish we could adjust more thus could keep friendship along with maintaining the lovely times.
I myself ever felt that, and yes, it's hard to do both. But what gives. For my experience, i had to break myself up with a girl who loved me, it's just for one, FRIENDSHIP!!! I felt that the lovely times were somewhat being dark juice to me, so i decided to just throw it up, and back to friendship with my friends.
02 October 2009
Fanart stuff? I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!!!
Right. Just because of Fanart's legality and stuff, my friendship with some friends got broken, and it happened like twice
WHY? WHY? WHY? JUST BECAUSE OF A SIMPLE THING CALLED FANART COULD BROKE A FRIENDSHIP? RIDICULOUS!!!
I have to say that, since it's just not making sense. I'd say logically since one or artist is pulling their own want and deed, and so made them do the claiming and stuff upon their creation
YES!! YES!! I KNOW!! It's important, but DO YOU THINK YOU REALLY NEED TO SAY THAT OUTLOUD AND PULL IT TO THE MAX? Do you really think your friends would REALLY STEAL your picts?
NO!! NO!! I won't steal and i would never steal!! I'm not that low as of an Art Stealer. I just want to share <_<, since that pict is good
Look, i've praised your pict, and now i want to help you by letting the world know of the existance of your picts, but why you answer that with claim of criminality? PREPOSTEROUS!!
Look at the other side first before you stick your nose and finger to propose a claim of criminality
WHY? WHY? WHY? JUST BECAUSE OF A SIMPLE THING CALLED FANART COULD BROKE A FRIENDSHIP? RIDICULOUS!!!
I have to say that, since it's just not making sense. I'd say logically since one or artist is pulling their own want and deed, and so made them do the claiming and stuff upon their creation
YES!! YES!! I KNOW!! It's important, but DO YOU THINK YOU REALLY NEED TO SAY THAT OUTLOUD AND PULL IT TO THE MAX? Do you really think your friends would REALLY STEAL your picts?
NO!! NO!! I won't steal and i would never steal!! I'm not that low as of an Art Stealer. I just want to share <_<, since that pict is good
Look, i've praised your pict, and now i want to help you by letting the world know of the existance of your picts, but why you answer that with claim of criminality? PREPOSTEROUS!!
Look at the other side first before you stick your nose and finger to propose a claim of criminality
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