A lonely b-day

Yea, i had my b-day back then in 3rd June. But poor me, blackout happened during the day for good 12 hours. So i got nothing to do in the whole afternoon. My room was also blazing hot since the AC went out due to no electricity

I hope this is not a punishment from Allah SWT to me, i don't wanna be "Su'uzhan" to anyone, so i just think that this was an unfortunate moment for me
I was alone during the day, no one accompanied me. My friends at the house were doing their things. We finally could had dinner together on night. I'm already pleased and happy with that. I thought i would be really alone for a whole day of my b-day.
And thanks to Nemo, i really appreciate your offered presents to me, but i'm just a passive Member in your forum, so you could do anything that you want to my account.
Thanks also to my other friends, real and online who greet me in my b-day, i'm really pleased.

As for my friends back then in Team Rockman, i thank you so much whether you guys greeted me in the forum. But, i feel like i don't deserve it. After what i had done, include my case with Naj that went all ruckus since i so want it to be solved into crystal clear.
I thank you whether you people still accept me as a friend, but in my side, i don't think i belong to you guys anymore after wicked deeds that i had done, thus makes me feel that i shouldn't put my face there any longer.
I thank you to you guys, but i guess that you guys should just leave me alone, and became a loner wanderer of the net again like i used to be some years ago

I'm now on my 20 already, time sure flies quickly.