Settled by waving the white flag

I'm done with the matters that i had with some friends in Team Rockman after i tried my best to dig it and talked over it
As the result, i finally waved the white flag with my own concern, and also talked it over, and lastly signed the peace delegation of returning to the domain
It sure was some days with some occassions back then

No, i'm not sad or have any regret within myself. I've already satisfied for being able to say what i want.
They told me to just moving forward. Yes, i tried myself to move forward. But i won;t forget what happened in the past.
They won't happen exactly same for the second time.
Past times, either its bad or good times, would be always within my heart.

Speech that could destroy a whole forum

My speech back then in TRUE Forum that made the Head Admin closes the forum within 3 days

Yea, i'm back
But lemme say some words
Firstly, i'm back but i'm no longer spammer here. This place had prohibited one of my spam. And that is one point
Secondly, i know that the fanart rule is important. Yes, i know. But that rule has disrupt us twice. First was RN's case in DATS, and the second was mine. If we remember again closely, RN, you were called as "Rocknote the Spammer"in DATS. Well isn't that same with me? I'm a Spammer also. To be honest, in the case of mine, you were just like Greg.Quite similiar. Analogically, in my case, you're Greg, and i'm Rocknote. You were debating with Greg and their Admins, while in my case, i was debating with you and Naj. That point of Rules has disrupt us twice already, but why we still bring it along with us?
I know that some of us are great artist, but take a look closer to my Thievery accusation case. I was only appreciating picts by sharing, and whether you guys want comments, you artists might just look by yourself to the comment in the place where i've posted your arts ontoI'll surely give the link to all my pict spamsIs that deed of mine treated so bad so that i was accused as a Thief? Especially, Naj, remember one evening where i sent you a message via cellphone to clarify your accusation? You said a good "Yes" back then.I NEVER AND WILL NEVER steal any credit upon it. I can't draw at all, but i'm not as low as claiming someone's to be mineYes, i ever put Naj's arts in a H forum and requested people there to edit them into H. But, see the facts? What? Those H artists have their own stuff and dignity to not to edit someone's art.Those picts are still save until now, no one edited it. Even someone praised the SxM pict that Naj made for WindiaAs about permission, yea, i;m rude to not to ask permission. But do you think i would do wicked deed to your stuff when i picked them such as editing them put something onto them or so? NO!!I can;t even edit picts but only to adjust Contrast and Brightness. I was so mad since i was actually just wanna show my APPRECIATION with my own way, but what i got was a painful accusation of criminality.I can't do art trade, and all i can comment is just "OMG, great", "Oh, so good." or so. Surely, in myself, i wanna show my appreciation that i actually so care to those arts that i sharedTHAT is the point of my whole case. I'm not hiding anything here, let us just know what was actually happenedAnd i DON'T MEAN to just delete that fanart Rule from our board, who am i to say so? I just wanna say that we should think it over on how that rule had affected our existance in DATS back then
Thirdly, as for Naj, yes, i might had done a very wicked deed. But all those things were because i care for you as my friend. IF i'm a really wicked guy that wanna crush you since first place, i could have just plunder or hack your DA and claim all of your stuffs as mineBut, see? Did i done that? No, i'm fine. We talked casually in Cb first, then since i thought it was not solved well, we went for discussion in YM Confe.You can call me as anything that you like, but accusation of criminality, is just too much for me to bear. That;s why i was so vigilant back then since i didn't expect that you would said something that far to a guy that you ever surely know of for about 8 months
I had a good time reminscing memories for 3 months. And all of this case of mine was sourced of "mistake" between appreciation deeds with the interpretation to that deed that goes into wrong thought to each otherIn this case, no one to blame, no one to be pointed, and no one to be thrusted with our pointing finger, but let us just review again what we ever had in the past, how could it happened,how was the condition, how was the result, and how was the after-effect of every of themWe've known each other for about one year, and that is quite enough time for us to know each other more than just a simple internet friend. We're a groupSince we know each other well, let's try to know each other's deed in deeper meaning rather than just "that-as-seen"We're now here in this place since there was a time in the past that made us meet, talk, and became friends to each other.I'm not saying that we should be stick on the past, no. But don't forget them. The lessons and experiences in the past can be useful to make a better future

Regards
Tiruvee Trivial

So much for some days

Yea, as the title says, some occassions were occured some days ago
It was when i decided to go back to the Forum Team where i used to stick on. I made my arrival thread and the content was my whole opinion about my previous unsolved case with some artist Members there that i've think over for about 3 months.
The others were treating casually since, yea, i know that most of them dunno about every tiny pity detail of the case, and they know how to react to that
Too bad that my best friend objected my opinion and flamed me thus created tense situation.
I myself honestly didn't wanna start any flame of debate, i just wanna say some words and that is all.
The tense situation continues, and it seems like the other Memb who dunno about every detail of the case were somewhat trying to calm down the situation by saying that i came back with peace and apologizement
Too bad again that a certain artist Member somewhat felt that she had lost support from his friend since no one was replying about to cheer her up about how she had been hurt in a certain time in Cb

After some mins, that artist Member decided to left the place, saying that no one understand how she had felt in that certain time in Cb ad created jealousy among Membs there. Not until 5 mins from her thread was made, my best friend who flamed me also left, BUT, he said that he wanted to close the whole forum due to him and that artist Member's leaving

As expected, the forum got closed within 3 days. So then, literally, it was proved that a single thread could close a whole forum, hahahahahahahahaha :P
Me and one best friend of mine decided to inform all Membs there to move to another domain, luckily, we still keep a certain old domain that we ever used before in old times
Some Membs were mad due to no good reason for the closing of that most new domain

After several days, that new domain was reopened. I came back there, and reported the situation that some Membs were mad due to the closing of that domain
And surely that is not my responsibility whether they came back here with madness or left at all. If the domain were not to close, they won't be so mad. They should have just killed me instead of closing the whole forum
After i said that, i got banned permanently from there.

Well, that's that for the story
I'm officially has been disbanded from Team Rockman community IF that domain is the most offical and literal place for Team Rockman people

A lonely b-day

Yea, i had my b-day back then in 3rd June. But poor me, blackout happened during the day for good 12 hours. So i got nothing to do in the whole afternoon. My room was also blazing hot since the AC went out due to no electricity

I hope this is not a punishment from Allah SWT to me, i don't wanna be "Su'uzhan" to anyone, so i just think that this was an unfortunate moment for me
I was alone during the day, no one accompanied me. My friends at the house were doing their things. We finally could had dinner together on night. I'm already pleased and happy with that. I thought i would be really alone for a whole day of my b-day.
And thanks to Nemo, i really appreciate your offered presents to me, but i'm just a passive Member in your forum, so you could do anything that you want to my account.
Thanks also to my other friends, real and online who greet me in my b-day, i'm really pleased.

As for my friends back then in Team Rockman, i thank you so much whether you guys greeted me in the forum. But, i feel like i don't deserve it. After what i had done, include my case with Naj that went all ruckus since i so want it to be solved into crystal clear.
I thank you whether you people still accept me as a friend, but in my side, i don't think i belong to you guys anymore after wicked deeds that i had done, thus makes me feel that i shouldn't put my face there any longer.
I thank you to you guys, but i guess that you guys should just leave me alone, and became a loner wanderer of the net again like i used to be some years ago

I'm now on my 20 already, time sure flies quickly.

Stop being Naive!!

I really don't like it when i remember the times in the past that me and some of my friends were being too naive on interpreting matters.
Matters need to be solved, more, we should pay more attention about it when it involves our friends.
Think positively is one good way, but don't let that way of thinking makes us UNDERESTIMATING the matters thus forgot to take care the etiological/cause thing of the matter
Fact is Fact, and Reality is Reality
You might think that they show a good smile with good angle of lips on their head, but you should be aware also on how he/she might think the other way
Truth might be bitter, but ran away from it, and forgetting the bad stuffs to zero percent, will make it more bitter in the future.
Bad stuffs are there to be recognized and to be prevented, not to be forgotten