Yea, i've made up my mind to leave the group where i used to stick on
I can't stand it any longer
I was so hurt since the case of the accusation of Thievery back then
And now, my spam, especially fanart spam, is forbidden there.
I find it no longer fun, for not being able to spam freely anymore, just because of accusation case and stuffs.
Maybe, this is merely my thought, in some of them's eyes, i'm no spammer anymore, but a criminal, who had done very very bad deeds, after that spammer confessed all of his deeds for all this time
Appreciation from a spammer, like me, is useless and worthless
I appreciate friendships by being friendly, honest, and sharing stuffs.
But, yea, some people might think that my way of appreciation is a nuisance or is worthless
Guess i'll just let me be with myself, walking with my own foot, and go on with my own will, and do with my own want and desire.
My spammer's side's motto : Share, talk, put
30 April 2009
20 April 2009
Settled from the accusation
I totally didn't expect that you would accuse me as a crimina, Naj
I was only showing what i've done all this time. I just wanna be honest, since you're my friend, keeping secret from friends is just not my forte.
This is me, I just wanna show you who am i really and what i've done all these times.
But i totally didn't expect that after i show you what i had done, especially at the negative part, you accused me as a criminal
That is way too much also for me
You can say me as Bastard, Dumbass, Useless Spammer, etc.
But accusation of criminality........ that is just way also too much for me to bear
More, you put a thread about it in TRU after the discussion about it, so then you obviously accused me
We've settled it yesterday, though by you giving up yourself
But if in your eyes, still remains, the impression of me being a thief, go ahead.
You can call me as any criminal that you wanna call. But get this, i trust you, and i was only being honest.
And being honest, is my way to appreciate and show my friendship to you
I was only showing what i've done all this time. I just wanna be honest, since you're my friend, keeping secret from friends is just not my forte.
This is me, I just wanna show you who am i really and what i've done all these times.
But i totally didn't expect that after i show you what i had done, especially at the negative part, you accused me as a criminal
That is way too much also for me
You can say me as Bastard, Dumbass, Useless Spammer, etc.
But accusation of criminality........ that is just way also too much for me to bear
More, you put a thread about it in TRU after the discussion about it, so then you obviously accused me
We've settled it yesterday, though by you giving up yourself
But if in your eyes, still remains, the impression of me being a thief, go ahead.
You can call me as any criminal that you wanna call. But get this, i trust you, and i was only being honest.
And being honest, is my way to appreciate and show my friendship to you
14 April 2009
Jealousy stuff part 2
- Why have to be jealous?
First, take a look at the environment and the factors that are involved. Jealousy is basically sourced from a thing called difference and comparisons. To be more precise, difference on credit or obtained stuff.
Some important factors of differences such as skills, is obviously crucial in igniting jealousy.
For those who don't have wits, and can't be better than one person no matter how hard he tries, will lead to jealousy.
It is normal to be jealous, since we're human who can think, and know about standards that could determine which stuff is good, is better, or is the best one.
- Couldn't it be just admiring rather than being jealous?
Depends on 2 things
1, The persons that are involved
If the 2 persons doesn;t know each other well, rarely to meet, not that known to each other, not that close as a friend to each other, it is less likely to be jealous. Since both of them would think each other as mere strangers, who dont need to be put more attention onto
2. Environment
This also involves on where, and what. Where? If the 2 persons played on the same ground, it's more likely to jealous since they often meet. What? If the 2 persons play the same role, it's more likely to jealous since there is one thing that we called Competency, that we can hardly avoid of, in spite of word Friendship and or Cooperation. Even only a nibble, sense of Competency should be exist within the 2 people who has the same role
- Jealousy leads to nowhere and despair
O rly? It's too early to say that. Jealousy could means positive and negative
Positive
1. We know our limitation
2. We know we have to work harder
3. If that person knows that someone is in jealous to him, he might need to introspect his deeds, or talk more to the guy who is jealous of him to find more details of the jealousness
4. We know that someone is better than us, so don't just quickly satisfied with what you have
5. Indirectly or directly boost our intuition to make more inovations
Negative
1. Ignites quarrel
2. Breaking of friendship
3. Madness
4. Quitting/Stopping/Giving up
5. Become passive when the jealous-ed person is around
First, take a look at the environment and the factors that are involved. Jealousy is basically sourced from a thing called difference and comparisons. To be more precise, difference on credit or obtained stuff.
Some important factors of differences such as skills, is obviously crucial in igniting jealousy.
For those who don't have wits, and can't be better than one person no matter how hard he tries, will lead to jealousy.
It is normal to be jealous, since we're human who can think, and know about standards that could determine which stuff is good, is better, or is the best one.
- Couldn't it be just admiring rather than being jealous?
Depends on 2 things
1, The persons that are involved
If the 2 persons doesn;t know each other well, rarely to meet, not that known to each other, not that close as a friend to each other, it is less likely to be jealous. Since both of them would think each other as mere strangers, who dont need to be put more attention onto
2. Environment
This also involves on where, and what. Where? If the 2 persons played on the same ground, it's more likely to jealous since they often meet. What? If the 2 persons play the same role, it's more likely to jealous since there is one thing that we called Competency, that we can hardly avoid of, in spite of word Friendship and or Cooperation. Even only a nibble, sense of Competency should be exist within the 2 people who has the same role
- Jealousy leads to nowhere and despair
O rly? It's too early to say that. Jealousy could means positive and negative
Positive
1. We know our limitation
2. We know we have to work harder
3. If that person knows that someone is in jealous to him, he might need to introspect his deeds, or talk more to the guy who is jealous of him to find more details of the jealousness
4. We know that someone is better than us, so don't just quickly satisfied with what you have
5. Indirectly or directly boost our intuition to make more inovations
Negative
1. Ignites quarrel
2. Breaking of friendship
3. Madness
4. Quitting/Stopping/Giving up
5. Become passive when the jealous-ed person is around
Jealousy stuff
Hahahaha.
Last night was quite an occassion when Kayla told us that she was jealous onto some artists that she know of in DeviantArt.
Ma, surely, her friends tried their best to keep her optimist and shouldn't leave DA due to just that.
I guess i was being too critical last night. But yea, we NEED to be honest to our ownselves. Lying to our ownself would only lead to stress and despair.
If we're in jealous, i guess it's better to let the person that we jealoused of, know about our jealousy
So then both we and that person could introspect ourselves, and think the way on how to overcome the jealousy matter, so that they'll become friends again.
I was so honest last night, i feel quite refreshed, since i've lied to myself for about 8 months, and now i've uttered all the words that i wanna utter for 8 months long. What pleasant feeling that i got.
To sum up, i was so interested with these words that i found last night
- Why have to be jealous?
- Couldn't it be just admiring rather than jealous?
- Jealousy leads to nowhere and despair
The answer will be on my next post
Last night was quite an occassion when Kayla told us that she was jealous onto some artists that she know of in DeviantArt.
Ma, surely, her friends tried their best to keep her optimist and shouldn't leave DA due to just that.
I guess i was being too critical last night. But yea, we NEED to be honest to our ownselves. Lying to our ownself would only lead to stress and despair.
If we're in jealous, i guess it's better to let the person that we jealoused of, know about our jealousy
So then both we and that person could introspect ourselves, and think the way on how to overcome the jealousy matter, so that they'll become friends again.
I was so honest last night, i feel quite refreshed, since i've lied to myself for about 8 months, and now i've uttered all the words that i wanna utter for 8 months long. What pleasant feeling that i got.
To sum up, i was so interested with these words that i found last night
- Why have to be jealous?
- Couldn't it be just admiring rather than jealous?
- Jealousy leads to nowhere and despair
The answer will be on my next post
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