Being a spammer

Yup, as some of you guys have read in my introduction post that i'm a spammer, either in forum or in chat places/rooms

Since when i became like this? Well, it's a long story

First thing, it was when i was 10 or so, and the 1st time i went into foruming. Since i so love Meitantei Conan that time, i looked for some Meitantei Conan forums, then i found one (I don't need to state its name), and, after about 2 weeks, i didn't realized that i became an active Member in that forum.
Time passes, and it was my birthday. A Member sent me a PM, saying Happy Birthday to me. I was so happy, to get a birthday saying from a people that i newly acquainted with.
But then, here comes the trouble. There was a time, i replied a thread, but then a Mod sent me a PM to not to dig old topics/Not to necro-post
I was such a fool, i didn't know much about foruming, include its Rules, since i was so new to foruming that time.
Since i didn't know what that means, i let that be. That time, my relationship with that Member was also getting close, i was so happy that i could had an internet friend.
After i made some replies in some thread, around 3 days after that, i found myself banned PERMANENTLY.
I was GREATLY MAD. That ban made me not only lost the place where i can talk and share things as a Conan fan, but also made me lost my VERY FIRST internet friend that i wish to be a good friend to share with.
Due to that incident, i gave up on foruming, and ended up being a downloader for about 3 years.

In my age of 13, i started foruming again, and i found a more relaxed forum with fewer Members. I found quite joy in this Conan forum one. And as time passes, i once again became one of the most active Member. This mildness of me keep on until i reach my 19

In my age of 19, i met with some friends in a bigger forum. It was so joyful, i felt like i can talk anything to some people. Some people that i meant are my friends now, Rocknote, Sanct, and Nemomon.
Well, our joyful times didn't last long.
Since the staffs in that forum made an "unfair" verdict to us.
It was indeed that we were spamming, but when i tried to defend(since he is my friend) by pulling out arguments, BUT the staffs said that they would ban me also if i keep blabbing,
I was so mad. I didn't feel that joyful essence anymore in that forum as one of my friend was banned.

Since then, i reached a conclusion :
That Admins and Mods/Staffs in general, are no need to be argued since they know more, THUS, INTERACTION WITH THEM IS NO NEED, except you have questions about forum things. But i have to admit that i DON'T WANNA HAVE A DEBATE WITH THEM , SINCE IT'S FUTILE!!
If they know more about the situation of the forum, so they don't need any suggestion nor arguments from Members.
So just let them be. Say words with them ONLY when you have Qs, not when you have arguments to be presented

Since that conclusion came to my mind. I decided to become a spammer.
I post what i like, and do what i want, and only pay respect to the staffs that i truly pay my respect to.
I even happy when i got banned. Since i now realize that ban is only that, and no more. Only prohibits you to enter or do something in a certain area.

My record of spamming :
Post --> 250 posts within 30 mins
Chat --> Countless posts within 3 mins
I'm still on Beginner rank